Had an SKC show on saturday at camp challenge, legacy hall. Was very hesitant about joining because i knew i would be reminded about Arson constantly while i was there, and that there would be people who asked me questions on why he left. Wasnt sure if i would be able to cope with that, but decided to go ahead and enter Cassie as we needed one last CC on her to finish her championship.
Thankfully, we did finish her championship! Yay! Cassie is now Ch Dreyson Caught by Surprise.
A lot of people commented that she is a VERY spoilt little girl. SIGH. She kept asking me to carry her (those who have seen her know what i mean) and didnt want to leave my lap. Someone, i cant remember who, commented to me that she was the biggest lap dog they have seen. Oh well. *giggle*
At the show…it was bitter sweet. i had a good time with friends, and helped out ringside with their dogs. It was a productive day as L took home 2 BIG(3) with Lordi and S took back BIG(2) and RBIS Puppy and RBIS Singapore Whelped with his pekes. Big congrats! But…i also teared up a few times at the show. First when i was driving on my way there and Stacey mentioned how weird it was to go to a show without him. Then i teared again when i spoke to people who asked about how he passed on. Its amazing how many people even knew about it. Of course, there were also those that did not know my situation who asked me where he was, and whether i was showing him. I just answered that I wasnt showing him anymore. I didn’t feel up to explaining that he was gone, so i left it at that.
Baby, i miss you. Sometimes its hard to say that you have gone, and i always talk about you in the present tense. I hope you are doing well over the rainbow bridge. I love you. Till we meet again…
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